TWINLIGHTS EP 1995
rilkean heart
Rilkean Heart,
I looked for you to give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness and alienation
Into a sense of oneness and connection, ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it
I come looking for the next high and
I'm sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place
I understand that you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well, that's a feeling state from then
The reality
Becoming truly self-reliant
And become connected with something beyond me
That is where I have to go
I'm so sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place
You're lost and don't know what to do
But that's not all of you
That's your reality today
And that is all okay
Shunning punched (Shawn & punched)
All of song
Will you spend
Last night, till dawn
Your eyes have mine
At last I've got lyric
The rest into(in two?)
A mood of dust
Myself into (in two)
With eyes for me
My safe love
Bocked
Showing emotions
New rules
Reaching out
Realing with it
Our mountain rises (roses)
Oh in their eyes and then
Little flowers I say in the dirt
And gladness will fill me in your hand
You hold and surround me in gold (glowing)
Myself into
It finds a path to me
Endrosis - osis
Lotella - ella
Endrosis - osis
Vivigeossa - ossa
Meliteae phoebus hyala phoebus hyala cloeyessa
Meliteae phoebus hyala phoebus hyala nossinussa
Sesia - ia
Sultitan - itan
Sesia - ia
Totella - ella
Hymeae saturnia hymeae nossinussa
Vacua venessula vacua nekitella
Tuphia vanessa venessa enovalla
Sacyare oponalla oponalla hyniassa
Ho
Fa - manofilla - ho
Fa - manofilla - ho
Fa - manofilla - do
Nosialla - do
Nosialla - do
Nosialla - ho
Manofilla
Donosialla
half-gifts
It's an old game my love:
When you can't have me you want me because you know
That you're not risking anything
Intimacy's why we're in the same place at the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel and who we really are
That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking
Well I'm still a junky for it
It takes me out of my aloneness
But this relationship cannot sustain itself
Intimacy's why we're in the same place at the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel and who we really are
That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking
I just have to know
How to be in the process of
Creating things in a better light
And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it.
I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill
I still care about this planet
I am still connected to nature
And to my dreams for myself
I have my friends, my family
I have myself
I still have me
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